Been having a lot of dreams lately… One I had today involved somebody almost killing me…again. Mustard’s in a lot of them… I like how when I don’t think about him during the day, I dream about him at night.
I always have dreams that are set at his house or on his ranch/farm thingy.
Wish I could remember more about my dreams than being killed and Mustard being in them. I don’t know what they’re about or anything…
Anyways, waking up in five hours. Night tumbla.
Bugs in my room.
You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many days at a time. You’ll see. When she smiles, you’ll love her.
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Don’t you ever do that… Believe in something just to make it seem real?
— The Little Princess (via drenchedinmelancholy)
I get so stressed by the idea of doing work that I actually rarely complete any. The work I have to do then builds up, and the cycle continues until I’m practically drowning in homework